Okay,so, yeah, I know no one is really going to care, but i'm changeing my DA name

And probably my whole Pen name O.o ..

To somthing like ToxicKitten .. If I can get it.

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But, anyway, I feel pretty bad for my boyfriend's friend, Sierra. Because of all the shit she's gone through with a numbskull asshole ex, and how she was deeply fallen for him. When Rai told me what happened, and how she tried to .. end her own life, I got rather depressed for some reason :/. I mean, I liked waht art I saw of hers, and I guess i'd like her more if she hadn't been all " OOo, I'm better then her, I deserve you Ryan." "I'm better looking" (which, thankfuly, she isn't ;/) "SHe's ugly Ryan. " "I'm older, I deserve you" and other such slander against me =_=  THough i'm pretty sure I did not a thing to deserve it.

Blah.

Rai says me and her would be good friends, if, you know, we didn't want to rip each other's throats out.

But really, the only reason I DON'T like her is because of waht she said ( and never apologized for), and how she acts towards him >_<.

He is mine. My mate, my boyfriend, MINE. I don't like when other girls ( Wether over the 'net or not. Shut up) are all " Ooo, I love you my sexy Irish beast" ect.

that is flirting.

I don't care if you're friends. It's flirting.

And I don't like people (male or female) flirting with my Ryan.

Now, i trust him plenty. It just makes me angry.

I mean, i don't think she'd like it if I went on flirting with her current boyfriend =_=

*sigh*

Other then the flirting a lot with Ryan, I guess she's an okay person.

It's just, one of my biggest 'pet peeves', so to se, would be flirting with a taken person(s).

Angers me to no end ;/.

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Anyway, what else.

Massive art block. But i'm slowly working on three different pictures, depending on my mood. I have a picture that I work on when i'm feeling ..er..devious, one for when i'm sad/depressed, and one for just normal moods.

Since i'm trying to pull otu of my art block, I  just  occasiounly do art :/. Makes me sad, but anytime I force it it comes out looknig like a two year old's doodle.

I need insperation, really =_=.

INSPIRE ME, DAMNIT. Har.

What else.

I have a painting and drawing class this year, oh, and  A photography class too.